Well hello again......

All change in the wonderful world of me I have officially left the job that was making me miserable beyond all belief and I am amidst the process of training for my relief support work with full backing off my family who knew how unhappy I was in my old job. But life goes on and we pick ourselves up an get  on with life as normal.

I am looking forward to more time with my son and finding a steady job that I can enjoy as the relief work will on come as an when I am needed. So here's hoping that my time  spent forwarding CV's and cover letters pays off one has already brought me an interview date.

Also in me world I have to say bravo to Liverpool the spurs game although  wasn't won was a fair showing of strength as they although are a bunch of tax dodgers (I'm joking) have been known to play football well (so I hear). But my pride comes from the shower of misery we brought down on the red with frustration and blue with depression sides of Manchester and low and behold we have further pleasure this coming Saturday in facing off with them with a willing and able Luis Suarez making an appearance last night against spurs no doubt in preparation for our showdown against manure on Saturday. Come on LFC do us proud.

Also seen as my blogs never make much sense and I have a habit of going off on tangents I have to say oh my gosh how can any one cope with the pain caused by the horror that is wisdom teeth mine have been giving me hell and I have got an abscess on my gum so I went to the dentist as you do who told me take sum antibiotics which have done jack diddly :( so I have took to swilling rancid warm salty water round my mouth as much as I can bear.

In mummy world exhaustion is the note of the day between colds and bad dreams a solid nights sleep is something I think I wouldn't know even if I fell over it but here's hoping I fall over one soon :). But things are looking up so I am in general a happy lady indeed sure my jaw hurts but that will stop me jabbering away to much and LFC are doing us proud and my little boy is making me prouder by the day cheeky  he may be but I suppose having an outspoken mother like me will do that to a child and I wouldn't have it any other way.

More of the same

Hello again am back with another little blog on the events in my life.

As every LFC fan knows tonite we take on city in the cup a game you just can't help but look forward to the big clashes are always the best and we have got a good few coming up seeing as we have been drawn against the other half of Manchester in the FA cup as well. But first things first i can't deny i am a little bit happy they are without Kompany after his appeals at a red card went down like a lead balloon. I am hoping to see Bellamy and Gerrard play a strong role in the game. Sorry to say i would still struggle to miss Henderson's presence on the field but thats because personally i feel he is lacking presence on the field in the most part i know many will say it's age or that he is growing as a player but i still havn't seen the player that  should of come with his price tag. I really want to see Carroll start getting somewhere for me he just seems to be struggling but i hope with Gerrards fantastic deliverance like we saw starting to show in the Newcastle game. This partnership needs to be developed and made more efficient considering we are going to loose Luis S to his ban . So all i can hope for is we go tonite  as the away team and show city what we are made of before bringing them back to Anfield to kill it off. YNWA

In the mummy world things have been hectic as ever and thats nothing new really lets be fair with nursery runs arranging tax credits for childcare costs as well as potty training and the aftermath of where to put all the new toys from Christmas its been go go go as my lil munchkin says. We have had the joys of the answering back stage the no to everything and the i don't want to go to bed mummy arguments. But the reason i wanted to do a focused mummy section is because the other day i was reading the paper an came across a bizzarre story of parents claiming that the childrens tv show peppa pig was a cause of bad behaviour in children. Now call me crazy but last time i checked it was a parents duty to ensure they taught their child good behaviour not a tv show.  Maybe if parents didn't use tv's as child minders kids wouldn't play their parents up. It infuriates me that people blame outside forces for how their children turn out my son is cheeky and gets messy and is also sweet and loving. I wudn't have him any other way being cheeky shows me he isn't afraid to speak his mind  the fact he gets messy means he isn't going to end up paranoid about cleanliness or germs. As long as my son knows when i say no he understand and listens most of the time i can live because in all honesty what 2 year old doesn't have moments of defiance.



So  short-ish but made the points i felt i needed to and don't forget if you check out this page an like what you read leave me comment or check out some earlier blogs to you never know you might just find one you like :) take care an i'll b back soon no doubt my break from reality is over back to chasing my lil munchkin round and dealing with the day :) xx

back to reality

The festive season is past us an now we get the pleasure of resolutions we make that we will never keep in my case anyway, so this year my resolutions have been very simple: I'll spend more time doings activities with my son. I'll spend more time with the people who matter to me and take less notice of those who don't. An finally i won't allow other peoples burdens to weigh me down as I am one person and I can't change the world.

But enough of the heavy lets get back to the online posting pleasantries shall we. Christmas as ever was a exhaustingly hectic time of year anyone with a young child will know between finding the right gifts and then hiding them away so the lil monster doesn't find them is only half the task. As the mum i did what most mums do and took control of the entire shopping for the family a nightmare in itself but i stuck to my guns as discussed  in a previous post the only family members who had presents off me were the nieces and nephews everyone else regardless of their opinion was told the same i am focusing on the kids only. If they didnt like it tough luck

Our new years celebrations consisted of dvds a takeaway and a duvet curled up on the sofa and it was lovely no fuss no drama an waking to the new year fresh. don't get me wrong i know many people enjoy a good old knees up myself included but for me new year unless its spent round at a friends house party is simply a way for taxi companies bars and pubs to rob you blind.


My beloved Liverpool have had further race drama after a FA cup game against Oldham its now the fans that face the label of racists. It's too early too know the details but i feel that it needs to be understood by not only the public but by the media and the investigative parties that one bad apple doesnt make the rest rotten and that we do not deserve a label for one fools mistakes which is how i feel it's looking to be dealt with by the media when they use headlines such as another race row ate liverpool like it's some weekly occurance. So yet again a good evening football has been tarnished can we all remember racism has no place in football not via players or fans and as the LFC family we should stand united but i wont back the actions of a yobs when it makes the rest of us look the same we are fans of football a sport in which we all share a passion and a love for our specific team mudslinging in the form of racism is disgusting end of.

So its back to work back to weekends spent yelling at the telly at our team of choice and back to getting ready for the year ahead the birthdays the holidays the family visits lets do it all again and do it well life is only what you make it and i plan on making my year even  better this year i hope you all do the same and live life how you want to after all its your life go an bloody enjoy it :) xx

well talk about a frickin curve ball

This is just a little blog as i sit here ASTOUNDED at the FA who claims to have no bias (my a***) but when a mixed race Uruguayan is made guilty of racist through claims from a known tool who cries wolf more than the boy in the story and get an 8 yes 8 game ban and a label which many who won't listen to the facts will weld to him purely for the hell of it how is that justice.
Racism is wrong in any sort but we all know when John Terry is dealt with it will be no where near the punishment received by Suarez because and i am speaking as a British citizen FA kiss English players backsides all day long and favour them look in the case of Rooney for his appeal an army is gathered marching in and get what they want Luis Suarez is being used as a scapegoat so the FA can say hey look we are being tough on racism (unfounded claims that have no actual proof bar a interpretation of a word that has a different meaning in different cultures and the word of Evra).
Luis Suarez has been a international and club level player and never had any accusation of this nature against him and gets a crushing blow of 8 games for actions that are apparently completely out of character and even though the person accusing believes Suarez not to be a racist and admits he himself was abusive to the person banned there is no repercussions being brought upon Evra.
How on any level is a man being made a scapegoat for something that can't be proven be a fair and just out come.

Luis Suarez is not a racist he is a victim of an unjust system.

Christmas .....................Humbug

Evening all hope you all well weather the viewers are 3 or 30 am happy. It's getting to that insane time of year that obligates us to buy for people we generally see at most twice to three times a year yes it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas .. *yawn*.
Now don't get me wrong I love Christmas for my son his excitement and enjoyment is infectious but what I detest is the social requirement to feel under pressure to buy the cost appropriate presents  for family and friends.
As a sole provider for a family that is not in the in a sturdy place financially it's a time of year that evoke intese pressure and stress when all i want is for my little boy to smile and be happy with what i have got him every penny is being strained and stretched to its maximum capacity and i am not ashamed to admit its still difficult to do it. But every year we run around buying for various aunties uncles and cousins when really isn't it nieces and nephews who are still young and can enjoy it we should focus on it sounds like am being a misery but i really don't need or want anything for Xmas my family has all been told the same spend what you would of on me on my little boy get him a little something extra.
It's him who this Christmas is about for me now no one else.

So this blog is more about for me the fact I am releasing my family of buying me the bubble bath sets i will forget i have put in the cupboard till i put the chunky winter blankets away and think oh yeah must use them and just to let my boy have the fun cause if i remember anything from Christmases as i have aged it's much more fun for the younger ones so let it be about them heck times are hard and purses have less change to carry as it is and am not saying if you can don't indulge but if you can't don't make yourself feel like the grinch because your not stealing Christmas from any parents  they have all they need in their childs eyes.

Although my blogs are generally about my life i just felt i needed to share this much love and Merry Xmas to you all x

Lads Ladies and all those in between

Afternoon she's back again :) I know not many read this but if 1 reads and likes it am still gonna be happy :).
So what's been occurring in my wonderful little world well.........

Liverpool doing some nice arsekicking of chelsea never a bad thing :). I have had several arguments with a tosser on ebay and his choice of courier and i have become far to addicted to modern warfare 3. Really it is not a healthy addiction.

My lovely lil boy has been causing havoc as ever and has developed a current obsession with all things train related. Like all mums i have started the dreaded xmas shopping and too all the clever people who are all finished please don't brag it just winds the rest of us with our backs against the wall up i know its not your fault but some of us are simply incapable of being properly organised. A self confessed fault of mine for a long time and after 23 years i can't see it changin now :).

I other news dog gave us a absolute scare of a lifetime sitting watching tv after having argued with ebay and such noticed dogs eye was swollen and that he was getting bumps and lumps all over his face so called on call vet who said he probably just took a tumble playing with my son in the garden. Then this morning i wake up to a dog with a face swelling up that he now resembles some bizarre mastiff cross breed rush to vets and face a 40 pound cost to find the daft aputh has has an allergic reaction albeit a fairly severe one it appears to of been caused by a wasp or bumblebees last act of revenge on y dog for eating it. So hear i am today blogging instead of working because the dog has to be monitored to make sure he doesn't have a bad reaction to his shots.

I other news i am officially working 2 jobs now i am still in the restaurant and have taken on doing relief support work for adults with learning difficulties. Its a job i have done before and absolutely loved so seeing as life in general costing a bloody fortune lately and my dearest beloved is still having no luck getting a job through college its mummy bread winner to the rescue :)

Back in work at the restaurant tomorrow though but looking forward to being off sunday nice big sunday roast for me an my boys as the redmen kick sum manc city tush then onto the scumford bridge tuesday to dig another jab into the wounds we left at chelsea last week :).

So its been hectic a lil bit kooky and crazy but its my life and although time to myself is a rare and i cant remember the last time i got my nails done or a pamper day its the life i live the life i love and the life i chose :)
love to all who take the time to read this any and all feedback is very much welcome :) xx

It's Been A while

Hi all been crazy few months between looking for a new job dealing with childcare issues and basic drama an life. But fear not am back to ramble one an go into great lengths about the thrills and spills that is my life.
Since my last post Liverpool Fc are still a love in my life as is my baby boy and the other half but we have had to endure some lack lustre performances. Swansea for one need I say more but I will, how is it in the prem stoke can stuff us like a chrimbob turkey and in domestic cup away we can walk away smiles n giggles tis bizzarre for me.

In me world I have bit the bullet and gone for a interview to look at  getting back into to that will keep you posted :) . As well as getting far to into on-line gaming again for a lady of my age I have enjoyed much more me time having what can only be called a hysterical Halloween night out with friends. I have sadly dealt with the loss of my great uncle an also had a near heart failure but that is for the mummy section. Gone is the wii fit I am now thinking if I can't love me the way I am post child birth I am going to drive myself insane wishing for that size 8 tush back. My current size although not perfect is doing me just fine hell I even got a "nice arse" comment today true it was from a van of gypsies collecting scrap but beggars cant be choosers. Now the crappy months of weather are hear I now longer need to fear the legs out on a night out so I am sure as hell not gonna starve myself over it :). In other news my love for my music is back full force i just wish i had the voice to go with the passsion i am i have to say a little bit obsessed with 'Jar of Hearts' and pretty much everything Ed Sheeran sings .

In mummy land its been very topsy turvy the latest incident that as my uncles wife and uncle brought my son home one evening last week they crossed the road as you do on what can be described as a shitty weather day around tea time. Only to get half way for some complete tosser running into the pushchair carrying my son. Thanking every lucky star there is in the sky he was ok he had a bump to the head but was in general back to himself in a day or so. But for me the ludacris part was that the ambulance staff not only didn't take him to hospital but did't  record he had bumped his head leading to the police trying to brush events under the carpet as a non injury rtc which I rang them countless times to enlighten them it wasn't and that I wanted answers. For myself as a mother who was at work relying on family helping with childcare I expected more from the taxes I pay so now we are midst an investigation since they corrected the previous note of no injury and again that story is to be continued .

But I won't go on too long and won't take so long with the next post don't forget comments would be fab and if ur a tweeter follow me @Emily_C_B1ondi3